Safety first

Until all collapsed and I needed to start dealing with being here now
Discovering how to be safe not by running or hiding but by getting to know all of my self and learning how to take care of me. 

Guiding signs

Two years before the physical death of my mother
I had a vision showing me her funeral and telling me she would go soon
Well soon in Universal termes because it would take another two years

I see you

What does it take to (be) see(n) again

Well first of all to acknowledge that you are in pain

That right now you are shutting yourself of